InconsequentialPoet

The sun melted into the glamorous sky The moon stood there, hidden by sweet lullabies. But mommy was crying, her day had been hard The tears in her eyes twinkled just like the stars. Her face wasn't happy like it should have been And though she was saddened, she forcefully grinned. I wanted to see Mommy smile through it all... I painted a picture on her bedroom walls. I told her to look, just to come in and see But Mommy was angry... she wasn't happy. She threw me down hard on the cold wooden floor Then picked me up, slamming my head on the door. She yelled and she screamed, then she hit me once more She slapped me till I couldn't see a

Heartbeats beating rapidly, the ocean on the shore Bleeding thoughts of something special, something so much more Simple dreams and melodies are scattered on the floor Shutting out the memories by slamming solid doors Bathing in the light of lost and broken yesterdays Here I am, a seriously twisted game to play How could you make us believe that everything’s okay Forming human beings out of masks and out of clay…

Here I stand in quicksand, watch me falling to the earth Drenched with insecurity and bathed in lost self-worth Monster underneath me, quickly rising to the skies Here I stand in quicksand, like a puddle of goodbyes Here I stand in quicksand, sinking deeper into dirt Ease the pain inside of me, I hate the way it hurts Slowly being swallowed by the shadows, by the ground Here I stand in quicksand… it’s too late to catch me now…

she'll never be the beauty queen, she'll never be the angel, sent from heaven down to earth to save the world and never, never will she see the day when all has gotten better, 'cause if she can't be what she's dreaming nothing's worth forever, she thinks her life is pointless nothing special does she see , consumed by dark thoughts of how easy it would be disregarding what they say that she is worth it all, so the magic wand becomes a knife and so she falls...

Mommy? Tell me now I thought you two were soul mates… Why'd you lie to me?

All I ask is, when I die, please do remember me Not for things I've done and not for things I've heard or seen Not for what I seemed to be, not even for the truth Not for what I have accomplished in my shortened youth Please, just let my feelings hit the cold, damp, moldy floor I know my emotions didn't matter much before All I ask is, when I die, don't worry over pain… All I ask is, when I die, just treat me much the same…

Quiet now, before you wake the villains in your head Quiet now, before you find a childhood so dead Quiet now, before the venom sinks into your blood Quiet, now, before your many thoughts begin to flood Quiet now, before the lonely words of children lost Break apart and tear you down with your own twisted thoughts Quiet now… before you murder all you have become… Quiet now, for if you speak, you'll be the only one…

I can feel the shadows taking thoughts from deep inside I can feel their poison sinking far into my mind I can hear the little girl, so innocent, so sweet I can taste the venom in the few things I do eat I can hear them calling me, my name upon their tongues I can feel them all around me, filling up my lungs I can feel their every breath, so warm upon my skin I can feel their vicious souls appearing from within I can feel it, I can hear it, right in front of me Why do you ignore it? You are not the one who sees…