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Empty twisted promises within a world so dead
Memories of heartache cradle thoughts inside my head
Wounds continue bleeding on forgotten storybooks
Listen to your nightmares and the happiness they took
Can't you see the shadows with the knives inside their hands?
Watching you as they invade your secret wonderland
Silence won't protect you from the thoughts inside your mind
Nobody can save you from the torture on rewind
I can't see the people, but they're always seeing me
Anywhere and everywhere… they never let me be
Sometimes they stand quietly behind my bedroom door
Sometimes it's the microphones they hide under the floor
Sometimes it's the cameras in the ceilings or the wall
This time it's the photo frames… they'll kill me if they fall.
Everybody tells me that it's all inside my head
All I'll ever know is that I'm better if I'm dead
Maybe it's imagination gone completely wrong
If it's just my own creations, why are they so strong?
Maybe I can fight the tears and other things I dread
But how do I escape the living things inside my head…
For the past few months, i've been THIS. depressed, confused, seeing people that try to kill me and so on. I never was like this before. I'm not even a teenager yet and this is who I am.
So I decided to write a poem about it. Every time I try to explain in any other way, no one understands that it's actually a terrifying experience.
So I hope you like this :) Comments please?

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~ Mikki
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Krissen-Strife Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I love this poem to pieces. ♥
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InconsequentialPoet Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you soo much ^.^ :)
It means a lot!! :)

~ Mikki
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MystiqueEchoes Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh wow. I know I understand a bit. At lest, what you're feeling with the depression and confused. Just keep your head up above it all. It's hard, I know.
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InconsequentialPoet Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you ^.^ It's been really tough. I've always been super happy and optimistic.. i still am, but now it's different, much harder than it used to be.
But thank you very much ^.^

~ Mikki
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MystiqueEchoes Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, same here. :/ It sucks.
But you're welcome and a wonderful poet.
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InconsequentialPoet Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Well thanks :) It feels good writing.. haven't written in a looong time ^.^

~ Mikki
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